Saturday, January 31, 2009

Friday, January 30, 2009

We walked down the corridors a thousand times, but I could never find what I'd wanted. In every chamber, in every world. What was I looking for? I cannot grasp what this is. That feeling from a thousand years ago. Alaster had become a legendary name that I had forgotten, but now I'd become something else. I knew that I was reborn, but now I was never going to be him again. I had become a minion for Hades, yet I still felt useless. I bet he was willing to kill me for the things I had done in the past, but now I was his slave. And he my master. Ace, a slave? How pitiful, the lowest. I am now just a carcass left behind from that memory.

"Master, there is no use for me to continue living any longer. There is no life in me and can you torment me anymore?" asked Alaster on his knees wearily and pleading.

Hades chuckled and a huge laughter burst out through the room. "I'm never satisfied with tormenting you. Your a toy to me and soon you will find your true calling, which has always been this." he waved his hand towards the door to the middle land.

"Why do you wish for me to go to the middle land? There's nothing there but.. "
I don't think it really matters whether people tell each other things or not. It really matters more on the relationship more than anything at all. I wish that I could become better at things so then that I can become as good as others. I love the way that others succeed at so many things. I want to get better at drawing, writing, playing piano, and find that satiation that I've always been dying for in life. And then I'll live the way that I've wanted for a while. I don't care, I just want it that way. More than anything at all. It's just the way things go for me and I don't understand why. Understanding, love, sadistic. Submissive means to follow what others tell you to do. Then what is the opposite of this conclusion?
Today Mrs. Crabtree talked about how people's styles/themes matched. I thought it was really interesting. Plus I think the same for how to match things. I really agreed with Mrs. Crabtrees words, it matched perfectly and exactly of what I said, but then I'd probably never be able to say it. I'd think it, but I'd not be able to speak it. I sort of dislike it, because then other people can say things when I can't explain it simply smetimes the way they do. Then sometiems I do the same for others too. It gets strange when I try to guess why or how things happen in people's minds, but I'd like to know.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Alaster
Gender : Male
Occupation: KKLA (Kouchi Killling Lust Academy) Student Grade Level: 10
Type : Vampire

Story: Human runaway that unlocked Juliet's true form, delven.

Juliet
Gender: Female
Occupation: KKLA (Kouchi Killling Lust Academy) Student Grade Level: 09
Type: Delven AKA Mix Panther Kadai Devil/Angel Hybrid

Story: First hybrid Delven. She has a split personality with her other form that unlocked when Alaster obtained his first prey which happened to be Juliet. Main love interest connected to Alaster, Silence, and Ace.

Silence
Gender: Male

Occupation: KKLA (Kouchi Killling Lust Academy) Student Grade Level: 10
Type: Wolf Kadai/ Dark Angel
Story:

Ace
Gender: Male
Type: Thrust Type; entails super strength and able to control others by sense of touch.
Occupation: KKLA (Kouchi Killling Lust Academy) Student Grade Level: 11
Story: Traveled far and wide sent by Hades to conjour demonic auras around the school. Originally before the school was formed, there were enemies of Hades living there and seem to be trapped underground, but cannot be obtained just through going there. It needed to be done in the upper lands.